I don't feel we got much done. As I mentioned yesterday, I went over to the youngest sons to help him clean house. It took me three trash bags and a couple hours plus just to clean off the kitchen counter on either side of the stove. No, I am not exaggerating. I have never seen so many syrup bottles setting on a counter except at the grocery store! Most had not been opened and expired early in 2024. Yes, I got permission, and I disposed of those down the drain. In fact, I got rid of about a dozen bottles because they had expired prior to December 2024. I did not throw out the December ones. Most were full. Who in the world can drink that much syrup! And for someone who claims they are 'healthy eaters'... all that sugar in them - cause I don't think any were sugar free! Oh well, none of my business. But I don't feel like I got much done. My grandson tried to help by working on the island and my son was in that part too. It still wasn't cleaned off when I left, but there was space. I don't know if the son and grandson did anything after I left cause they were also watching the great-grandson overnight. I have a feeling, nothing else was done. They had worked on the garage earlier in the week. And, yes, I did comment to my son about the thousands of dollars that were thrown in the trash because of the spouse's spending habits. No, it wasn't just syrup. Other things that had expired in 2019 and you know they were not using them! Again, none of my business. My mama talk wanted to come out, and did sneak out some, but I did apologize for saying what was on my mind. Sigh. It's his life, his choices, not mine.
I have my own struggles, and those that know me, and have read in here frequently, know what those are. Sigh. I came home about 2:30PM I think it was. Hubby was watching TV. I had made garbage while over at my son's and left them a dish, but brought some home to hubby - and he quickly devoured every last bite of it. And put the dish in the sink to 'soak'. Rolling my eyes here. When I saw it, I just washed it and put it away. I can't stand dishes sitting in the sink unless there is a valid reason they need to soak. I put eggs on to boil for the HOA thing today. I started working on a new diamond art project. I was ok with hubby watching TV and I was focused on what I was doing.
Then hubby goes outside to sit, and I knew it was a matter of time. Yep, sure enough, he comes in and tells me "You should come outside and sit, it's really nice out." Now when you hear that, you may think it is just an invitation. I hear it as "you will come outside and sit with me." I didn't want to go out; I wanted to work on my diamond art project. I was content. BUT, as I started to get up, my granddaughter called regarding some questions about the wedding for next Sunday. After our discussion (during which hubby came back in and repeated his statement), I went outside and sat. We didn't talk much; rather, I didn't. After about an hour he decided it was time we went in. And one wonders why I feel like I live in a prison most days. I wasn't hungry so didn't fix dinner. I finished up the eggs so that all I need to do today is put them together. He fixed himself something to eat; don't remember what. I fixed half a ham and cheese sandwich (I even ate BREAD). 'We' watched the news and then the TV went off for awhile, then we watched a movie, and then it was read a bit before bed-time. Such a life we have. So exciting and fulfilling, don't you think. I'm dying of boredom when I can't work on things I enjoy. Does that make sense?
Today I have something to look forward to. My oldest son is taking me out to breakfast! Rather, I am meeting him there. Hubby brings my coffee in this morning with the words "Where are you meeting Rxxxxx this morning?" I tell him. "What time?" I tell him. "Do you know where it is?" Of course I do. "Where?" So I tell him. I then commented sarcastically "Don't you remember where it is?" And he responds, "I do because I go there all the time, I wanted to be sure you knew where you were going." Lord, please help me cause I'm losing my mind!!
But I am looking forward to spending time with my son, even though he did stop by the youngest's yesterday while I was there. These are moments I treasure.
Galatians 6:9 (NKJV): And let us not grow weary in doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we don't lose heart.
One can take that verse a couple different ways. Doing good. What does that mean, anyway? I know what I think it means - but what do you think it means? Let's see if we agree. Doing good could mean helping others, right? Like, I went over to my son's to help him clean house. (and I had fun doing it). I like helping others, doing things for others. Is that 'doing good'? I go visit Ms. Diane (yes, I actually got over there the other evening) and Ms. Vicky (will see her today at the HOA thing, and if not, will go visit). I guess that is 'doing good'? But what about in our own homes? What is 'doing good' in our own homes?
In my life right now... is 'doing good' keeping silent when things aren't the way I want? Is my 'doing good' part of having to be in the same room where he knows where I am and what I'm doing? Hae I just grown weary of 'doing good' and want to rebel? All kinds of scenarios run through my mind. And I'm just rambling through this today, I think. In due season, what shall I reap?
Whatever you do, do good for others, for it is what we are called to do. Regardless of who they are. Regardless of whether we like them or not. Regardless of the cost to us personally. Regardless of their response. We are called to 'do good'. Not for any reward, but because we do it for Jesus. That's what the Bible says. Whatever we do, do it as if doing unto the Lord.
Colossians 3:23-24 (NKJV): And whatever you do, do it heartily, as to the Lord and not to men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the reward of the inheritance; for you serve the Lord Christ.
And with that, I'm going to get off here. Is that doing 'good' to you? Don't answer that. It's Saturday - and hopefully you aren't working. Ask someone out to breakfast, lunch, or dinner. You just might make their day. Do your 'own good'.
Blessings!
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