Where has all the time gone this year? Someone mentioned this morning that here it is June 30th.... "and you know what that means!" I chose not to comment - but she continued - "Christmas will be here before we know it!" I have no idea what I'm going to do for everyone this year for Christmas. I've already made them all quilts. I'm truly at a loss - not that my children care so much - but what to get the grandchildren. Some I don't even know much about anymore.
We are heading into a 4 day weekend and I'm so happy about it. This has been a tough few weeks here at work and I'm so tired. The past two nights I've even been in bed before 8:30PM! And still have trouble waking up at 4AM. But tomorrow - I can sleep in later, which will be very nice.
Received word that my oldest nephew has had a heart attack. He's in the hospital and they plan to do open heart quadruple bypass surgery on Monday morning. I have spent time praying for him and for the surgeons who will be doing his surgery. He also has a new wife; still in his first year of marriage, I believe. One brother reminded me that our oldest brother had his heart attack at this age. I didn't remember that. I wish our family dynamics were not so bad. My brother gave me permission to share the information with the rest of the family, so I made the phone calls to tell them. My older sister appreciated the notification, as did my younger brother. However, my younger sister already knew about it as the nephew's sister had called her and let her know. And the younger sister never bothered to call any of the rest of the family to tell them. Isn't that interesting.
This morning I was praying that God would give me an affirmation of some sort. I don't remember how I worded it, but I just needed something to give me value. I love how God answers. This morning I have had two people email me how much they value what I do, the little extra things I do and say, the encouragement I give others. I desperately needed that. I need to know I make a difference sometimes cause sometimes I don't feel anyone cares.
I miss my children. It's hard to explain. I know they are older and have their own families, but I miss them. I miss getting to hear how they are doing, what's going on in their families, what they think and what their dreams are. I miss being connected.
No, son, I am not trying to do the guilt trip. One day you will understand what I'm feeling. I often think about my mother, and the fact that I moved away when my children were young. Although they did go back in the summertime, and later on I finally started going back once a year, I never appreciated the fact that she would want to spend time with me.... until the last couple years when I stayed with her and spent that extra time with her. I'm glad I did. I wasn't close to my mother until the last two - three years of her life. We talked, and we visited, but I never felt loved, yet, I knew she loved me.
Perhaps that is why it is so important to me that each of my children know how much that I do love them. I can't do the things I want to do but it isn't because my heart doesn't want to. And, yes, I do have favorites. Each one of my children are my favorite. Each one of my grandchildren are my favorite. There is a trait in each one that I desperately love and admire in each one. And for that trait, I love them with passion and they are my favorite.
Some day, each one will understand what that means.
Blessings!
Friday, June 30, 2017
Monday, June 26, 2017
The atmosphere is so different now....
Since my 'old' boss left a few weeks ago, and my 'new' boss has taken over, the atmosphere around here has really changed. There seems to be no laughter, no joy, from anyone. We don't hear positive affirmations; we are lucky to hear a few words as the 'new' boss is always in her office or at another building for a meeting. Sometimes that is just 'ok'. The more I try to connect with my new boss, the more difficult it seems to be. Can not put my finger on what the issue is. I like her ok, that's not the problem. It's to have a meaningful connection.
And without it, I am wishing I could quit work and just volunteer somewhere. But that's not possible right now. But I have made a decision, and it is a big decision for me. A life-changing decision. I have decided that I will work only 7 more years. I'm sure hubby would go into panic mode if he heard that - and I actually think I have mentioned it in front of him, but don't recall his response. I'm weary of working. I've worked every year but one full year (not counting two pregnancies where I worked until 6 months - which was the rule then) and I was pregnant that year.... since I was fifteen and 1/2 years old. I enjoy what I do, but with all the changes, I don't want to do this anymore.
We just refinanced the house so cannot sell it, but I'm thinking in about five years I can talk hubby into selling it. I'm not sure where we would go from there, but something smaller and less maintenance so that I can start planning to leave the work force. I believe it can be done, living on SS....
I can remember in my early first marriage years when we were so poor we had absolutely nothing. Those were the best times and special memories in my heart. That is when I learned to cook from "scratch" a lot of dishes. Discovered my love for cooking. Did you know that with flour and water you can make just about anything and it will get eaten? We were happy.
In the Bible, seven is the number of completeness. As I pondered about quitting work, and made the decision in seven years, I realized that it had a completeness to it. I felt relief, and even joy, that I could possibly see the light at the end of the tunnel. That in 7 years I can perhaps begin to live life without getting up at 4AM. But I also know that I cannot stay at home. I did "retire" one year which proved that I couldn't ever retire retire..... which could be another blog.... which reminds me, I started this blog when I was on that year of "retirement". So much has changed since then. Work life, family life, family dynamics, etc. Everything has changed.
Life has changed. Sometimes I wish we could go back five years before .............. well, just before. Nothing is the same. I'm not the same. and Life goes on. Musings are done... time to get back to work. I wonder if I should try counting days..........
Blessings!
And without it, I am wishing I could quit work and just volunteer somewhere. But that's not possible right now. But I have made a decision, and it is a big decision for me. A life-changing decision. I have decided that I will work only 7 more years. I'm sure hubby would go into panic mode if he heard that - and I actually think I have mentioned it in front of him, but don't recall his response. I'm weary of working. I've worked every year but one full year (not counting two pregnancies where I worked until 6 months - which was the rule then) and I was pregnant that year.... since I was fifteen and 1/2 years old. I enjoy what I do, but with all the changes, I don't want to do this anymore.
We just refinanced the house so cannot sell it, but I'm thinking in about five years I can talk hubby into selling it. I'm not sure where we would go from there, but something smaller and less maintenance so that I can start planning to leave the work force. I believe it can be done, living on SS....
I can remember in my early first marriage years when we were so poor we had absolutely nothing. Those were the best times and special memories in my heart. That is when I learned to cook from "scratch" a lot of dishes. Discovered my love for cooking. Did you know that with flour and water you can make just about anything and it will get eaten? We were happy.
In the Bible, seven is the number of completeness. As I pondered about quitting work, and made the decision in seven years, I realized that it had a completeness to it. I felt relief, and even joy, that I could possibly see the light at the end of the tunnel. That in 7 years I can perhaps begin to live life without getting up at 4AM. But I also know that I cannot stay at home. I did "retire" one year which proved that I couldn't ever retire retire..... which could be another blog.... which reminds me, I started this blog when I was on that year of "retirement". So much has changed since then. Work life, family life, family dynamics, etc. Everything has changed.
Life has changed. Sometimes I wish we could go back five years before .............. well, just before. Nothing is the same. I'm not the same. and Life goes on. Musings are done... time to get back to work. I wonder if I should try counting days..........
Blessings!
Wednesday, June 21, 2017
catching up....
Nacho Bar at work today. I love nachos. I bought some. The office also has a bake sale going on. I bought at the bake sale too. Not that I will eat everything, but I will eat my nachos. I took over my $10 donation.... $5 for the nachos and $5 for baked goods (cookies, cupcake, etc.) so now I'm done. The money is going for school supplies for teachers and students at a couple schools the company has adopted. One school is in Tucson, the other school is in Tempe. Hopefully they will raise a lot of money. I'm really grateful I'm not involved in all that fund-raising. At least this time. They did ask me to make my key lime pie (last fundraiser I donated six key lime pies at $5/slice - or $15 per pie - made a lot of money) but I haven't. Not sure that I will this time. It was a lot of work. I actually forgot about baking last night.... I went to dinner with a girlfriend and hubby has his men's group over.
I keep checking my son's blog and he isn't writing. In fact, according to his last blog, he's still waiting on his new grandchild - who is now two months old! In fairness, he did change jobs and has to go into work MUCH earlier than the used to. He doesn't have the luxury of sitting around and reading blogs in the mornings. And his evenings are apparently filled with other activity. Enough said about that! I miss reading his blogs - especially when he tells stories. I still believe if he really wanted to, he could write a novel and it would be a best seller.
My 'old' boss has moved on to her new company, and I'm still trying to 'connect' with my new boss. She's nice, but I just don't feel connected. It's going on 4 weeks now.... surely we can connect soon. Maybe it is that I don't feel I can just pop into her office and chat like I did with Sue. Speaking of, she is settling in quite well in her new position..... sent me a text on Saturday that she is working on an executive assistant position and will let me know just in case I would be interested. It will definitely be all about the $ if I can move to it. This position is in Mesa which is further than I drive now.... but I figure I can't complain - I have two boys that work in Mesa in different areas. In the meantime, I just continue to do what I've always done... but most of the time I don't have much to do. Maybe my new boss is still trying to figure out what SHE should do.
I'm dealing with a case of 'identity theft' and 'fraud'. A company in California charged my debit card with $280. I protested and the bank reversed the charge. That was in April. This past weekend, my bank turned around and took it back out of my account. When I called the bank, they said the company sent them proof with my name and address on the invoice that I purchased it, so they paid it. I went in to the bank on my way home from work and explained I DID NOT make that purchase, nor did I receive it. Supposedly there is a fed ex delivery involved with it. I am waiting for the invoice copy and fed ex number to be sent to me from the bank. I have also looked up and emailed the California company. It appears to be a beauty supply type company - with hairdryers and curling irons priced over $100 each! Someone bought them some nice equipment with my money. I emailed the company but have not heard back from them. I will give them until I get the information from my bank. If I do not hear and resolve this by then, I will call the police and file a fraud case against the company and against the person who was on the receiving end. I had never even heard of this company - T3 Micro.com. I do hope we can resolve this and I get my money back without my having to report them to the BBB and file fraud charges. I feel the company should have had an alert in place that if the billing address does not agree with the shipping address and they are not a regular customer, there needs to be a flag to request additional proof of identify. Having my debit card number, my address and name, should not be sufficient without a DL number or something else. I was so angry at my bank. I told them that I trusted them to take care of my money, and they have proven I can not trust them to do so. So I'm thinking of taking what little bit I have and just saving it at home. Leave just enough in the bank to pay bills. I'm not sure what I'm going to do but something will be started by this time next week. It has upset me but my hands are currently tied until I get information as to where the delivery was. And I will file fraud charges. Hopefully I can get my $280 back. That's a lot of money for me to lose. Thank God I got paid on Friday before they took it out - but it has created problems.
Oh well. I need to clock back in from lunch - just want to catch my blog up. The song "Even If" by Mercy Me has been running through my mind for a couple weeks now. I think I posted the words in a previous blog. Right now, that's what is holding me intact.
Blessings!
I keep checking my son's blog and he isn't writing. In fact, according to his last blog, he's still waiting on his new grandchild - who is now two months old! In fairness, he did change jobs and has to go into work MUCH earlier than the used to. He doesn't have the luxury of sitting around and reading blogs in the mornings. And his evenings are apparently filled with other activity. Enough said about that! I miss reading his blogs - especially when he tells stories. I still believe if he really wanted to, he could write a novel and it would be a best seller.
My 'old' boss has moved on to her new company, and I'm still trying to 'connect' with my new boss. She's nice, but I just don't feel connected. It's going on 4 weeks now.... surely we can connect soon. Maybe it is that I don't feel I can just pop into her office and chat like I did with Sue. Speaking of, she is settling in quite well in her new position..... sent me a text on Saturday that she is working on an executive assistant position and will let me know just in case I would be interested. It will definitely be all about the $ if I can move to it. This position is in Mesa which is further than I drive now.... but I figure I can't complain - I have two boys that work in Mesa in different areas. In the meantime, I just continue to do what I've always done... but most of the time I don't have much to do. Maybe my new boss is still trying to figure out what SHE should do.
I'm dealing with a case of 'identity theft' and 'fraud'. A company in California charged my debit card with $280. I protested and the bank reversed the charge. That was in April. This past weekend, my bank turned around and took it back out of my account. When I called the bank, they said the company sent them proof with my name and address on the invoice that I purchased it, so they paid it. I went in to the bank on my way home from work and explained I DID NOT make that purchase, nor did I receive it. Supposedly there is a fed ex delivery involved with it. I am waiting for the invoice copy and fed ex number to be sent to me from the bank. I have also looked up and emailed the California company. It appears to be a beauty supply type company - with hairdryers and curling irons priced over $100 each! Someone bought them some nice equipment with my money. I emailed the company but have not heard back from them. I will give them until I get the information from my bank. If I do not hear and resolve this by then, I will call the police and file a fraud case against the company and against the person who was on the receiving end. I had never even heard of this company - T3 Micro.com. I do hope we can resolve this and I get my money back without my having to report them to the BBB and file fraud charges. I feel the company should have had an alert in place that if the billing address does not agree with the shipping address and they are not a regular customer, there needs to be a flag to request additional proof of identify. Having my debit card number, my address and name, should not be sufficient without a DL number or something else. I was so angry at my bank. I told them that I trusted them to take care of my money, and they have proven I can not trust them to do so. So I'm thinking of taking what little bit I have and just saving it at home. Leave just enough in the bank to pay bills. I'm not sure what I'm going to do but something will be started by this time next week. It has upset me but my hands are currently tied until I get information as to where the delivery was. And I will file fraud charges. Hopefully I can get my $280 back. That's a lot of money for me to lose. Thank God I got paid on Friday before they took it out - but it has created problems.
Oh well. I need to clock back in from lunch - just want to catch my blog up. The song "Even If" by Mercy Me has been running through my mind for a couple weeks now. I think I posted the words in a previous blog. Right now, that's what is holding me intact.
Blessings!
Monday, June 12, 2017
and she's gone....
Yes, my boss is now gone. Rather, I guess I should say my former boss. Friday was her last day at work and I organized a bbq potluck for her - that really turned out well. She was a beloved boss - and really, still is. She started her new job today with the new company. I miss her already.
My day went well, I think. I was busy working on organizational charts and other things. I wish I had the time for I'd like to take some time off - but then it would be a waste for we can't do anything. People just don't understand, and I can't say anything. I only get two weeks a year now... so I've already used one week up, and have another week and a personal day scheduled off. which leaves me 3 personal days. I don't want to waste them - we are barely into 1/2 the year mark. I took two days off a week ago which were a total waste - I should have gone into work.
I've been looking up my ancestry - it's been interesting - but to really find out information, they want you to pay a monthly fee. I'm not to the point yet that I'm willing to pay even the 6 month special price. I had to laugh when I got my dna checked - it immediately came back that my youngest son (who has also submitted his dna) and I are parent child. I laughed. We matched pretty well. It shows we both are a high percentage of scandinavian. which I found interesting. I don't know any relatives from there.
Hubby finally got his back - and although we expected German or Scottish due to his sternness, we were very surprised to find he was 75 percent Great Britain! What a hoot! I've been trying to find out more - but again, they want $$ and I'm not ready to do that. So I keep checking other ways to find out information.
For now, it's been entertaining. Men's group is tonight so I've been vanquished to my back room. Just playing on the computer.
I think I could take a nap though,. But then I wouldn't sleep later.
Think I will go check out more sites. Who knows, I might find something.
Blessings!
My day went well, I think. I was busy working on organizational charts and other things. I wish I had the time for I'd like to take some time off - but then it would be a waste for we can't do anything. People just don't understand, and I can't say anything. I only get two weeks a year now... so I've already used one week up, and have another week and a personal day scheduled off. which leaves me 3 personal days. I don't want to waste them - we are barely into 1/2 the year mark. I took two days off a week ago which were a total waste - I should have gone into work.
I've been looking up my ancestry - it's been interesting - but to really find out information, they want you to pay a monthly fee. I'm not to the point yet that I'm willing to pay even the 6 month special price. I had to laugh when I got my dna checked - it immediately came back that my youngest son (who has also submitted his dna) and I are parent child. I laughed. We matched pretty well. It shows we both are a high percentage of scandinavian. which I found interesting. I don't know any relatives from there.
Hubby finally got his back - and although we expected German or Scottish due to his sternness, we were very surprised to find he was 75 percent Great Britain! What a hoot! I've been trying to find out more - but again, they want $$ and I'm not ready to do that. So I keep checking other ways to find out information.
For now, it's been entertaining. Men's group is tonight so I've been vanquished to my back room. Just playing on the computer.
I think I could take a nap though,. But then I wouldn't sleep later.
Think I will go check out more sites. Who knows, I might find something.
Blessings!
Thursday, June 8, 2017
Changes - they are all around me......
So many changes are happening around me. Changes that do affect me, changes that do not. I thought I was strong. I thought I could handle change. I really believed I was doing ok.
Then last Tuesday I sat at my desk and pulled every one of my gel fingernails off. The gel polish on my fingernails, that is. Some of the pulling was painful....but yet I persisted in pulling it off and in doing so, also pulled some of the layer of my nail(s) off. I knew what I was doing. I knew it would be painful. But I did it anyway.
Side note.... it just dawned on me while writing this..... I can understand when people 'cut' themselves.... when people 'hurt' themselves.... when people use erasers to rub on their skin in one spot so that it penetrates all the layers of the skin.... I can understand.....
The pain is real. The pain is great. The pain is internal. No one can understand what one is enduring... what one holds in.
I was recently rebuked because I didn't do something that someone thought I ought to do... which in fact was a good thing to do.... but I couldn't let myself. I finally told them.... if I had done this, I would have started crying and I am afraid that once I start crying, I will not be able to control myself. I fight myself - sometimes daily - with my pain I hold inside. Unfortunately, I think I have passed this trait on to my children - especially my boys.
It's ok to cry - it really is. It is a cleansing relief. I know that. But if I cry, it has to be alone with God. He is the One whom I want to comfort me, for He is the ONLY One who can understand my pain, my anguish, my sorrow, my darkest night. I can't let myself go with anyone else. I can almost pinpoint when that happened. When I began to bury my pain. But that's another story.
Changes are going on in our church. Dear friends have left the church and moved on. Both totally unexpected. I had dinner with one friend last week. She explained her departure - and shared with me how Jesus told her to "jump or be pushed". She decided to 'jump'. When she hit the period on the resignation letter, her phone rang with an offer of a position that she truly would love with a prayer ministry that she had worked with before. It was definitely all God. My other friend has left as well. I do not know where God is leading her, but I know He will have His hand on her to guide her and direct her path. Both awesome women of God who let God lead. The church is in turmoil. What will happen I do not know.
Changes are going on at my work. My company was not awarded a contract so when our current contract ends on 9/30/17, over 125 people will be let go ... including my beloved boss. I am not affected because of the position I hold within the company... I can just be moved to another area, another department. But tomorrow is my boss' last day, and it's tough. I've done well thus far, and held back my tears. After all, it's just a job. We are still the best of friends and have a plan B that we have used in the past that we will activate once again. We've been working together right about 25 years. God has blessed her by giving her a very nice position within the company who WAS awarded the contract. She starts there on Monday. And on Monday I officially start working for another boss, back in my original department. It's ok. It's just a new learning curve and building a relationship with a new person.
Changes in life - youngest son just bought a new house and moved (or rather, is moving) further away..... middle son has a new granddaughter..... oldest child/daughter.... trying to talk her into moving closer to us so we can do some things together. Her daughter (our granddaughter) has moved about 5 minutes away from us. And there are other changes. Only God knows how I struggle so with life. Only God knows the anguish I hold in from those who shut me out of their lives. Only God can strengthen me and help me smile and pretend that all is well with my soul. And it is.
There is a song that I hold on to - It is Well With My Soul, and Mercy Me has come out with another song that truly hits home....
Even If
MercyMe
They say sometimes you win some
Sometimes you lose some
And right now, right now I'm losing bad
I've stood on this stage night after night
Reminding the broken it'll be alright
But right now, oh right now I just can't
It's easy to sing
When there's nothing to bring me down
But what will I say
When I'm held to the flame
Like I am right now
I know You're able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
They say it only takes a little faith
To move a mountain
Well good thing
A little faith is all I have, right now
But God, when You choose
To leave mountains unmovable
Oh give me the strength to be able to sing
It is well with my soul
I know You're able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
I know the sorrow, and I know the hurt
Would all go away if You'd just say the word
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
You've been faithful, You've been good
All of my days
Jesus, I will cling to You
Come what may
‘Cause I know You're able
I know You can
I know You're able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
I know the sorrow, I know the hurt
Would all go away if You'd just say the word
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
It is well with my soul
It is well, it is well with my soul
Songwriters: Bart Marshall Millard / Benjamin Glover / Crystal Lewis / David Arthur Garcia / Tim Timmons
Even If lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Music Services, Inc
and so I will say..... It is well with my soul. It is well, it is well with my soul.
Blessings!
Then last Tuesday I sat at my desk and pulled every one of my gel fingernails off. The gel polish on my fingernails, that is. Some of the pulling was painful....but yet I persisted in pulling it off and in doing so, also pulled some of the layer of my nail(s) off. I knew what I was doing. I knew it would be painful. But I did it anyway.
Side note.... it just dawned on me while writing this..... I can understand when people 'cut' themselves.... when people 'hurt' themselves.... when people use erasers to rub on their skin in one spot so that it penetrates all the layers of the skin.... I can understand.....
The pain is real. The pain is great. The pain is internal. No one can understand what one is enduring... what one holds in.
I was recently rebuked because I didn't do something that someone thought I ought to do... which in fact was a good thing to do.... but I couldn't let myself. I finally told them.... if I had done this, I would have started crying and I am afraid that once I start crying, I will not be able to control myself. I fight myself - sometimes daily - with my pain I hold inside. Unfortunately, I think I have passed this trait on to my children - especially my boys.
It's ok to cry - it really is. It is a cleansing relief. I know that. But if I cry, it has to be alone with God. He is the One whom I want to comfort me, for He is the ONLY One who can understand my pain, my anguish, my sorrow, my darkest night. I can't let myself go with anyone else. I can almost pinpoint when that happened. When I began to bury my pain. But that's another story.
Changes are going on in our church. Dear friends have left the church and moved on. Both totally unexpected. I had dinner with one friend last week. She explained her departure - and shared with me how Jesus told her to "jump or be pushed". She decided to 'jump'. When she hit the period on the resignation letter, her phone rang with an offer of a position that she truly would love with a prayer ministry that she had worked with before. It was definitely all God. My other friend has left as well. I do not know where God is leading her, but I know He will have His hand on her to guide her and direct her path. Both awesome women of God who let God lead. The church is in turmoil. What will happen I do not know.
Changes are going on at my work. My company was not awarded a contract so when our current contract ends on 9/30/17, over 125 people will be let go ... including my beloved boss. I am not affected because of the position I hold within the company... I can just be moved to another area, another department. But tomorrow is my boss' last day, and it's tough. I've done well thus far, and held back my tears. After all, it's just a job. We are still the best of friends and have a plan B that we have used in the past that we will activate once again. We've been working together right about 25 years. God has blessed her by giving her a very nice position within the company who WAS awarded the contract. She starts there on Monday. And on Monday I officially start working for another boss, back in my original department. It's ok. It's just a new learning curve and building a relationship with a new person.
Changes in life - youngest son just bought a new house and moved (or rather, is moving) further away..... middle son has a new granddaughter..... oldest child/daughter.... trying to talk her into moving closer to us so we can do some things together. Her daughter (our granddaughter) has moved about 5 minutes away from us. And there are other changes. Only God knows how I struggle so with life. Only God knows the anguish I hold in from those who shut me out of their lives. Only God can strengthen me and help me smile and pretend that all is well with my soul. And it is.
There is a song that I hold on to - It is Well With My Soul, and Mercy Me has come out with another song that truly hits home....
Even If
MercyMe
They say sometimes you win some
Sometimes you lose some
And right now, right now I'm losing bad
I've stood on this stage night after night
Reminding the broken it'll be alright
But right now, oh right now I just can't
It's easy to sing
When there's nothing to bring me down
But what will I say
When I'm held to the flame
Like I am right now
I know You're able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
They say it only takes a little faith
To move a mountain
Well good thing
A little faith is all I have, right now
But God, when You choose
To leave mountains unmovable
Oh give me the strength to be able to sing
It is well with my soul
I know You're able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
I know the sorrow, and I know the hurt
Would all go away if You'd just say the word
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
You've been faithful, You've been good
All of my days
Jesus, I will cling to You
Come what may
‘Cause I know You're able
I know You can
I know You're able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
I know the sorrow, I know the hurt
Would all go away if You'd just say the word
But even if You don't
My hope is You alone
It is well with my soul
It is well, it is well with my soul
Songwriters: Bart Marshall Millard / Benjamin Glover / Crystal Lewis / David Arthur Garcia / Tim Timmons
Even If lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Music Services, Inc
and so I will say..... It is well with my soul. It is well, it is well with my soul.
Blessings!
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