Showing posts with label praying hard. Show all posts
Showing posts with label praying hard. Show all posts

Thursday, August 13, 2026

Day Two - Vacation Day

 Yesterday was a good day.  We packed in the morning, then headed over for pedicures @ Tommy's Nails by the 'old' church before heading up north.  Traffic wasn't bad at all.... but ten miles outside of Payson... rain and hail hit!  It was so bad I couldn't see the road so pulled off for about ten minutes to let it lighten up.  We continued on - running in and out of the rain for just about the rest of the way.  We arrived, and the house is very nice, actually.  Kind of skimpy on 'extra comfort'.  For example, they have shampoo and conditioner in the showers, but no bath soap.  I did find a bar of hotel soap in the cabinet, and since neither of us brought any (cause every place we have stayed at before HAD bath stuff!) we will be using the bar of soap.   It definitely will cause us to bring our own things 'in case' it isn't supplied, if we should stay at an Airbnb again.  At least they have a hair dryer. LOL

We did go to the Red Onion to pick up 'to go' for dinner.  Hubby wanted to sit down but I begged him to let us come back.  I'm doing the driving, and I'm not familiar with the area, and this place is on a gravel road that isn't too wide for a driveway.  I just don't want to get lost and run off the road. So he got a chicken sandwich and I got a hamburger (and fried pickles) and we came back here to eat.  We probably won't go back there.... the fried pickles I am pretty sure were only $9 and she charged $12 - and when I asked, she didn't even look at a menu to show me I was wrong, she just said it was $12 and that was it. Disappointed she didn't at least 'prove' me wrong, if you know what I mean.  It ruined us going back there, as far as I am concerned.  I had bought a couple muffins from an unknown bakery (which proved to be awful; I couldn't eat mine, but hubby ate his this morning) and we were to have those for breakfast this morning. I ended up eating a protein bar and will drink one of my premier protein shakes in a bit.  I'm hoping he won't want to go out until about 11-ish and we can grab something to eat at another small cafe. I want to find a grocery store, but all I've seen is a 'market' and pick up lunchmeat, bread, and perhaps miracle whip and pickles.  That can take care of lunch or dinner a couple days.  We can make do; eating out has gotten too expensive; we ate breakfast out (which the pancakes were amazing!!) in town before leaving and that was $50-ish, then the two sandwiches, breaded pickles, and one soda last night was $45 - yeah, it is getting too expensive to eat out.  In my opinion, anyway.

The beds were 'ok'.... it took me a little while to get to sleep, and then hubby woke me at 2-ish as he ran to the bathroom.  Well, not 'ran'.... but shuffled really fast.  Then I really couldn't go back to sleep so spent the remaining hours praying for my boy having some surgery this morning.  He has been on my mind since then so he is definitely prayed over!  So are the surgeons and nurses - and of course my sweet daughter-in-love!  I'm sure she is a bit anxious as well.  I am confident all things will go well.... and we are just waiting for the call or text that says "it's over and it went well'.  Praise the Lord!

I think I have convinced hubby we are getting a dog when we get back.  He doesn't want one and immediately started in about the mess, etc. But, I am not thinking a puppy, but one a few years old.  I'd still like a lab, I think.  No rush to get one, but I want a dog. Why?  Because it will be company for either of us when we are alone.  If someone tried to break in, the dog would warn us - rather warn me...  hubby can't hear much of anything with his hearing aids out - and even with them in, doesn't hear well.  LOL Morgan told me the other day that hubby said something to her that she wasn't talking to him.... she came back with 'you can't hear me so why talk?' - she didn't mean that in a mean way; but he takes his hearing aids out when he works out for the sweat corrodes the battery.  I had bought him aids to help with hearing her, but he doesn't like them, she said.  It brings in all the noise and not just her talking. So he doesn't wear those either.  He just can't hear.  It's just the way it is. 

My head has been hurting for awhile and when I got up I had an ocular migraine going on.  Sure wish I knew what caused those and what could cure them!  I always have pain right between the eyes.  I wonder if they can CT scan that area to see if something is going on.... maybe I'll ask Dr. Mark about that when I go back in September.

We have the door opened here and the air is crisp and cool.  Hubby went out for a short while this morning but came back in... his feet were cold. (Dude, don't go out barefooted!!) (I have my socks on; I don't 'do' cold).  There is a slight breeze too.  They have a wrap around porch on two sides - which is nice.  Hope to sit outside when it gets a little warmer.  Not sure what the temp is here.... ah - it says 62 degrees.... do you remember what that is like?  There are a few clouds, but the sky is blue thus far. I heard it is to rain all week. And that's ok. If I can pick up some food at a market, we won't need to go out much.

Elevation Worship and Chandler Moore have a song out called "God, I'm Just Grateful" and I have had that song coming through my mind this morning.  How can we not be grateful to such an awesome God? 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNKm_fOS064

Not sure if that will take you to it but the words are amazing.  God, I'm just grateful for You! Who am I that you would keep me on Your mind? God, I'm just grateful for you!  Such an amazing song, and I hope you find it on You Tube and listen to it.  

And.... I'm going to stop here and head to the shower this morning.  Hope that you have an amazing day. Pray for my boy when you think of it.  

Blessings!


Thursday, April 13, 2023

Could it be the weather?

 I kid you not... I have nearly slept away my morning!  I didn't get out of bed until 4:45AM, then I start reading in here - and fell asleep.  I woke up at 5:30, closed my eyes and off to dreamland again (without the dreams) and here it is nearly 6:30AM and I haven't done anything but sleep.  Thank goodness my coffee is in a thermal cup - it is still hot.  Hadn't even taken a sip of it.  I have not idea why I have slept like that - other than I cried tears with my prayers last night, praying.  They are well worth it.

But here it is 6:30AM, I have a full cup of coffee, I haven't even read past the first page in the first book I usually read.  And here I am, typing in here.  But I am hoping that with trying to think about what to write, it will wake me up cause in about 30 minutes I must be on my computer for work.  

Yesterday it seemed I couldn't do anything right - that hubby and I were not 'discussing something'.  He didn't like it I did my own laundry Tuesday (what, am I not good enough to do your laundry?  SERIOUSLY! that is what he said!)  On the way to church we had a discussion about his driving.... and I told him his driving scared me.... and at 30 miles an hour (because we left earlier than I wanted) on Bell Rd, I asked him to drive the speed limit of 40 cause he was driving like an old man..... oh yeah... that started another 'conversation'.  Lord, help!

You ever have those days when it just seems 'too much'?  Yesterday was one of those, I think, and today isn't looking promising either... I think I will just hibernate in here with work as long as I can today.  I have been made to be old before my time and inside I am dying.  Oh - and yesterday, Ms. Amy called me twice about her trees - they need trimmed and she's trying to find someone but I'm the one who has to direct them and tell them what to do.  WHINE.

Philippians 2:14 (NKJV):  "Do all things without complaining and disputing, that you may become blameless and harmless, children of God without fault in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine as lights in the world."

Sigh.  I sure have failed that today, haven't I?!  Failed it yesterday too.  I really would like to take a couple days off work and do nothing... in fact, I did two things yesterday.  I looked at days when I could take time off for a few days without any problems.... and I looked at hotels nearby to get away to for a change of scenery.  Decided against both - at least for now.  Don't want to spend the money... and because nothing will be changed but location... why go?  Ok, won't go there.

Lord, help!

Yep - that's where I'm at today.  I'm exhausted (my Wednesday pills, perhaps?) from life, and drama around me, around medical concerns and I just want to be alone with my God so that I can pray and intercede for those I care about and love.  

Lord, help!  I'm calling out to You because I have no one else... because I know that You love me unconditionally, and I know that You hear me when I cry out to You.  So yes, I am crying out, "Lord, HELP".  You know the need, Lord; You know the pain in my heart for these I pray for.  I know You see me and You hear me.  Lord, HELP!

Time to get the computer on for work; teach me to fall asleep when I should be awake!  Now I have nothing to build on  except my quick prayers to my Lord.  And yet, He will always provide what I need today.

Blessings!